Dependiente

At times I feel like it is not alright, so many things all at once hit me and I get unbalanced so fast, to be honest it irritates me, a lot !

it is not the fact that i do not want to help others, but at times, I just can not do it, saying no it is been a very difficult thing to say, it builds pressure and eventually converts into stress, then my head hurts, I get sick, I get lost and my mind is every where but not where it is supposed to and I can not concentrate.

It is just so many things and it does not stop, I so swear that i am not dependent but many people I know they are, they rely on me to finish what they can not accomplish or just do what they do not want to, the worst part of this is that my closest friends get my frustration, I am sorry Honey if you are read this, sometimes a wine on the side helps to relieve stress but I swear it is not working.

Aaargh, please issues get out of my head, ha!